Lately I've really been feeling lonely and in some cases depressed because I have come to the realization of three things:
- People only see me as a sex object.
- People don't want to be bothered with me, talk to me or get to know me; in some instances treating me like a leper.
- People only want to be bothered with me when they want to dump on me, try to get me involved in THEIR problems, or want something.
I ask myself, what is wrong with me? Why can't I find a decent group of people here in the city that doesn't fall into one of the three categories above?
Just last night I was having a cocktail with someone under the guise of trying to develop a friendship, and this fucker kept trying to get me back to his spot because as he put it, "the hormones are raging."
I have a lot to offer people in terms of friendship. I just can't find a good friend.
I'm tired. I'm so very tired. And I can't go on this way.
You Can't Escape Time
1 year ago